* Dare to dream but dare not to fail? *

2 things my mom desribed me as, and both turned out soo true.

1) i'm a tidy yet dirty person
- proven from the state of my apartment. at times i can get fussy in terms of the placement of things. i dunno why but there are things that just HAVE to be in that particular spot. this explains my tidyness. however i do vacum my place like once per semester. this can be seen by the buildup of dust at the corners of the room. this explains my dirtyness.

2) a certain kind of risk taker
- proven by 2 things.

a) chor tai ti. when i play this game it shows this behaviour VERY clearly. my mom noticed that i'm the kind of player who if i win it will be a great win [like putting down all my cards with opposing players still having a handful of cards left] but if i loose, i loose like shit [like having the most cards].

b) my current design project. i'm supposed to build a balloon cart and the idea is quite innovative yet tedious to pull off. currently the situation looks grim with the car not moving and it's due on thurs. however today my friend asked about my cart and they believe it won't move by a milestone and yet i insist the design can be done and it can move that mile. i guess if i pull this off it's one heck of a car.